The wound rot. As the Russians killed Russian in Ukraine
And since the whole world is not enough, although they bathe in the bloody illusion of the invulnerability and invincibility of their damned army, they destroy only Ukraine - as a more conscious (but not for sure) rival.
And from this root - the displaced hatred of yourself, the hatred of peace and modernity, the illusions of grandeur, the reality of powerlessness, the confidence in their own impunity and the desire to punish everyone for the invented images - the horrible villainy and crime of Russian aggression in Ukraine is growing. And Ukraine is generally resisting. And suffered terrible losses. And gets used to irreparable. What else can be said here? The war goes.
How to live this experience when there are no more words to enter it in the history of our private lives and a common story? The wounds caused to us by war can not be treated until peace occurs. Now they began to induce. The hatred within the community - horizontally and vertically. But it is impossible to treat, never, only worse, because there are no words with sedative and antiseptic action. The words are corroded. I remember a conversation with one colleague from Switzerland.
He said with such bitterness, which I rarely heard from adults, said that after the Second World War, German and German culture, and in general, all German, became obtuded. It was impossible to express nothing in German for many decades that would have value and meaning to the rest of humanity. And he - a German -speaking Swiss - also carries this cross. Listening to it, I didn't think it would be my experience. The Russians killed Russian in Ukraine.